`Nim` =)
`Life is like ais kosong. Up to you on what you wanna be. Milo ais? Teh ais?`
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Finally im gettin my brain's right. For one moment i almost give up in life. Almost gived up in everythin i had. Everythin i gone through. Tired of doin everythin with hesitation. Tired of reminicin past which i couldnt turn back. I tooked out the bible covered with dust's, wiped it. Searched for the chapter's where i saw my dad highlighted 10 years ago. I believe his back in my heart to motivate my soul. I manage to write a post after readin this post titled: If i could turn back the time. But too bad, life isnt a clock that can be rewinded. See, i lead a sad life, aint like a normal kid. Everytime, I try to keep my focus. But it's hopeless, sometimes i keep wonderin why am i livin. Strivin, If life's a dream, then why do i need to scream? This kid asked God, do people still give a fuck for a lost soul? I wanna cry, but no teardrops pooped out from my eyes. This heart became a stone. That's what the society made me. When im good, they stepped on me. But when i fight back, they said im the badguy. They claim im violent because i refused to be silent. So, If God wants a candidate angel, then listen to my prayer's! I dont see any devils. Everyone loves to put a blame on someone if they cant solve a problem.