`Nim` =)
`Life is like ais kosong. Up to you on what you wanna be. Milo ais? Teh ais?`
Monday, November 26, 2007
Blog is reopened for publishes! Been 1 month since i ditched you miss. Im sorry. =] For this one month, i finally felt the 100 pounds stress on my head is slightly off. A lil bit. So, stories? Did not really enjoy the other night at sanctuary and scarllete. Was fuckin full all around the club, as they say. It's year-end. Just to get another 10 meters in the club takes about 10 minutes. Worst than traffic jam. Me, Ed & our new family member Karen decided to get out of the club and head back to the car. Cant imagine how about December or Christmas. Not to mention, New year! So, we manage to smoke shisha over my place last saturday night. Ed started the topic on Ancient Gods, and as we're talkin deeper into that topic, i realised somethin. My faith for existence of God is being stripped bit by bit. I realised, the knowledge of science made me forget of the existence about god and goddess. I wish to get back my strength to purify my thoughts on them just like a small kid beliefs in it. Why do we tend to forget them time by time as we grow elder? I asked Ed. But the answer we're to disappointin to hear. Everythin change as we grow old. We use to play ps2 when we're young, but when we're old, even if we got the time or chance to play it with our kids, we would not. Why? Nah. We're just over it. Most probably they even had ps6 at that time. So, talkin about that, we also talked about the tattoo that we're plannin to carve. Decisions we're made. Right leg would b an angel, and the left would b a devil. The texture of it was so detailed that i immediately fall in love with it by the first time i looked at it. Karen asked , " Why do u do the them on the leg, wouldnt it be a disgrace for them? ". It got me thinkin. Good question. This is what i reply, 'The legs that decides which path u take, every step of it causes consequences. An angel to guide me to the right step, but the devil is to guide me to overcome bad over bad if they enganged on each other. Which also have a secondary meaning, ' I can be good at time's, and bad at time's, depends on the situation'. Right now i have no problems with it on my leg. Except for Ed. Bulu kaki berlambak macam hutan amazon. haha. =P but if ur readin this bro, its not to offend you, but to inform you, no matter what it'll still be the two of us left in the end. It's 3.04 am and i think im gonna get my sleep for that angel to be carved tomorrow. Never again they're presence shall extinct even in the depth of my thoughts. Im sorry.