`Nim` =)
`Life is like ais kosong. Up to you on what you wanna be. Milo ais? Teh ais?`
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
This would be my very 1st post for the year 2008. A brand new year, might be a brand new start for everyone. But not for me here for everythin is still the same here in the block. In fact its gettin scary over here cause the struggle goes greater. Today, got up tangled with my bed sheets, pillows all over the floor. I told myself, here comes another day of the same thing. Remembered my mom remind me to make myself buzy for i have nothin to do at home all alone. But nah, i need a break. I know im feelin useless, but still i need time to make decisions. Goodbye leftover memories of past years. Change stocks to stop the bleed for a new wound to be opened.Im just tired of the process of existin. Reminiscin, today i pray to God to give me back my sanity to make others realize. Whats wrong? My mood might be down, i might be lacked of love, Im just like a clown with pains over his smiling face. Im not like the other kids. They've got me thinkin, Why am i dyin to live, while im livin to die? If there is no changes.