`Nim` =)
`Life is like ais kosong. Up to you on what you wanna be. Milo ais? Teh ais?`
Saturday, February 23, 2008
It's a normal thing for me to be awaken by the shock of nightmares that never stop for this past years. Was it because of my neverendin thinkin of my plot on how to get rich? Last month isnt as much of that old feeling coming back to me, but now i feelin it back. I'm feeling back the presence of the pressure to struggle and escape from trouble. I'm still in the state of denying God. Not the time yet, God knows. Lately ive learnt the true meaning of deep pain. I drink to take this pain out, ive tasted a bullet of rice with my tear, i've learnt. LEARNT what i was supposed to learn before it was said. And yes, it was done for the mercy of love.
Also, congratulations to my brother who moved to another level of my respect. Dont let others take it from you.